I am bored... why am i bored? Because Im bored... Im stuffed with boredom.. I need a time off for myself.. Apparently I did but its just not what I expected. I talked to myself, Why am I bored? Why shouldnt I be like others? Enjoying themselves to the fullest? Im spending my youth torturing myself with boredom.. Look what it did to my skin. I looked like a wrinkled nylon shirt. But then again getting tired is a must in order to earn a single dime to feed and to buy stuff for me and my family.

I worked for myself.. My family and the society.. What I did makes people around me happy. I feel like I have done good for the society. The feedback.. The warmth of their smiles.. The praises.. Im Happy.. I love to see people happy. I dont know why.. Maybe its just who I am. I sacrificed my free time to help others. Early August If im not mistaken, I worked at St. George's school. Its a great experience working there. The students love me and called me "Teacher Huzzy" . The looked on their faces when they saw me, they waved at me and made fun of me because for them I didnt look like a teacher at all. They said "teacher is so pretty and young" hehehehehehhehe..

One time a student asked me.. "Teacher, teacher ni english kah? teacher macam bukan malay" hahahahahahahaha... they thought I came from somewhere outside Brunei.. Because I dont look like a Malay. They said I looked like half chinese, half english and malay. Wow... hahaha a person once told me "u looked like a european, a breed of an english and a chinese, a rare combination that actually proved it" hahahahaha..

Thanx all.. But honestly I prefer the look of a Malay. Because I am a daughter of a Pure Bruneian and a Pure Malaysian. Im a Brusian.

Now I am looking for the perfect career of my life. A job that actually makes me happy. Be patient Huznul.... The job will come to u :)